So, quite recently I have been questioning my existence, and that if I were to disappear, would it mater?
Now I'm not questioning my existence because I am sad, of course not.
I am questioning it because I've been feeling lost, like I stumble about my life just being there, not really belonging anywhere.
I've weirdly been feeling like I don't belong.
Which is strange because I am surrounded by people who love me, well I hope they do, I'm not sure for certain.
I am the person who tries to help everybody as best I can, whether that be by comforting them, lending out food, giving money.
And although I love being that person (not sarcasm) I